I don’t want to live this way anymore
I’m losing myself in everyone that I care for
I lose the time I need to figure me out
Wrapped up in everyone else and what they’re worried about.
I watch them focus on the things they need
Everything they want
But what the fuck about me?
I have my own burdens
But their importance is lessened
With all your woes
Fighting my own demons
But you always need me
To help you with your foes
Selfishness guised with self improvement
But where do you go when it’s not about you?
You try and say your solitude hurts
That you’ll always be there
Actions roar over your words.
I’m at the point I swore I’d never go
I need some attention cause I feel so alone.
And I’ll always have to bite my tongue
Do what I know I have to
Tell you all the things you need to hear
This isn’t what I want
But it’s what’s best for you.